I feel distracted this week. I'm still adjusting to my new workspace and the transition from an office to a cube. And Braxton has been in the hospital which makes everything else feel disjointed. I acted out on Monday, but have rebounded with two straight days of sobriety.
FEELINGS
Today I am feeling bored, grateful, and anxious. None of my feelings are very strong. I think I feel isolated from myself and others. Even when I am with others, I still feel as if I am in my own world. I often wonder if I am more disconnected than others or if everybody feels this way. I also wonder if I am just emotionally handicapped, unable to fully connect with others around me.
ISSUES
My main issue is making good use of time at work and at home. I feel very behind at work, but I have also gotten a lot done in the last week. I have completed a couple of projects so I've had that tangible feeling of accomplishment.
NEEDS
I think my main need is to stay focused. As you can probably tell from my feelings check-in, I am very distracted right now and that makes it hard to stay on task. Of course the other problem is discerning where my focus should be. Should I be concentrating on work, marriage, family, relationship to Christ, friends? It never feels as if there is enough time in the day to do all of the things I want to do. But I know that I am not alone in this feeling. I am grateful for all of the great people in my life and for my job.
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