Blueshirt Minutes

The Blueshirts met last night. All four of us were present.

Check-ins were mixed, but good overall:

P.A. had a clean two weeks and has really been doing well overall since setting up some fences around tv and internet.

R.J. also had a clean two weeks with the exception of viewing massage adds on Craigs List one afternoon at an internet kiosk.

O.F. had a clean two weeks, but has been feeling triggered lately. Work and home have both been very demanding and he is beginning to feel the need to act out.

I was really struggling two weeks ago. I was stuck in a cycle of acting out and looking for some way to break the cycle and hit my "re-set." I had hoped to do it immediately after our Monday night meeting, but continued to struggle through Thursday of that week. Then I finally hit bottom, woke up, hit re-set, and disclosed to my wife. I have been clean and sober since April 10th.

Covenant Eyes has been a good tool for all of the addicts in our group. It has really helped bring the internet under control.