Note to Blueshirts

Hello, Blueshirts:

I have been struggling this past week. I acted out at the office last week on Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. I acted out at home yesterday.

Worse than acting out, I am rationalizing. I am telling myself that porn is no big deal. It's just something men look at and it's a healthy way to deal with our physical needs.

I know this is a lie, but I could easily believe it right now. It's hard to fight such lies. When you believe them, there's no real motivation to stay sober.

So I need to acknowledge the lie. I need to acknowledge God's truth. Any man who looks at a woman with lust has committed adultery in his heart. Porn is adultery. It is not part of God's plan for me. I have to acknowledge this and confess my thoughts.

Prayer needed ...